Did I used to be depressed?

It just occured to me that I may have been depressed when I was younger. My parents were fighting, about to get a divorce, and I remember feeling alone. I hated going home after school because I knew what was waiting. At first, I remember getting thoughts about running away, and then I began getting thoughts about how it would be cool if I could just die and be born again in a different life. I barely ever smiled, never concentrated in school, and I remember always having nightmares. I distinctly remember having a dream about my parents stopping fighting and my life getting better, and I woke up and cried for almost two hours when I realized that it was a dream. Now, my parents are still together, perfectly happy, and so am I. But when I think back to those times, I realized that I may have been depressed. I was only in the third or fourth grade, but I'm still afraid of going back to that place. What do you think? Do you think I may have been depressed?