Part of my dream was really disgusting & its the 2nd time I've dreamt that it happened?

It was a pleasant dream. I was very close with a boy the whole time and it was like we were teens on an adventure. The dream kept changing but he was always there. But I had a suspicion that he was gay, even though at times it felt like we were flirting & at one point he tried tickling my side until I screamed with joy. It was very innocent and teenage like. Here's the disgusting part: I was in a bathroom and when I looked in the mirror one side of my vulva or a peice of it was drooping way down. Then I tried to push it back in and it became totally deformed. Parts were swollen. My vagina was inside out. Then I knew it was a dream but I wasn't sure and I kept going back into the bathroom to check and it was still mest up. I remember thinking that maybe I had an infection in real life and this was a dream. In real life I'm totally normal and I've only had sex once about 2yrs. ago. Although the guy it happened with was total scum but it was 2 yrs. ago. In the dream I had to pee and in real life I did as well but I guess I was too tired to wake up. When I did wake up my bladder muscles were burning (not anywhere near the vulva) up near my stomach from holding it in my sleep for so long. In the dream I remember thinking my bladder fell out but I wasn't sure. In the dream me and my gay bf who looked like a guy I was friends with in High School, were like on a feild trip. Except that it wasn't because nothing in the dream had to do with school or had teens around, we were adults. We were on a train, a few boats (it was raining the entire time or we were near water), in someone's house (I think my relatives but Im not sure), restaurant inside a mall. There were a lot of foriegn people and foriegn things around. Sort of like a casino but it was a mall. We had fun but he seemed troubled at times. But he really liked me. Then towards the end of the dream we got separated for a short period and I was really worried I wouldn't find him. He was always right next to me like we were joined at the hip. I felt like I knew him from before, like maybe he was the guy I had sex w/2yrs. ago, but he couldn't have been because I was not close to the guy I lost my virginity with, he was too much of a jerk. In real life I am worried he is dead by now since he lost his job the last I heard, drank too much and was probably really depressed even before I met him so I can't imagine how much worse he is or that he will ever get better. Anyway the guy in my dream looked like someone I never met. At one point in the dream I remember talking about how much I liked him or something and distinctly remember agreeing that we would hang out but "no sex". I said it first and then he said it. It was like he could read my mind and I told him how I felt and what I ment about sex and that I didn't really want to even though I was horny. In real life I don't see myself ever having sex again since I don't think I'll ever be in love at this point (I'm almost 26) I don't even want to try. He'd have to marry me and vow we'd never divorce before I'd even have sex with him. At the end of the dream I got on a boat, my bf got on another boat. I couldn't find him. My boat shrank and then I decided to jump off so I could go find my bf. The water was rough and then I woke up while I was trying to swim through it.